Fear

I realized that i'm one of those people that hides their spirits just to please everyone else, i have develop a certain paranoia for people, i always feel like trouble is coming. Nobody knows me really, at least not the real me, i'm a different person to everyone, i have always had to be a different person to everyone, constantly trying to remain on their good sides, like getting to know me might break them. Too many personalities, true spirit vanished so long ago, i can't tell which is real anymore. Figured,switching personalities has to be who i really am.

His legacy is my prison, been living behind bars my whole life, it has all been an illusion (freedom), i was naive thinking society has justice, was naive for too long, letting everyone consume me, i rolled over for too many people, the world is not just fucked it is fucking scary, everyone is a fucking predator don't let anyone tell you otherwise, they are all foxes and wolves now, they'd come at you with their tricks and claws, put you on the ground then make it hard to get back up, get back up they are waiting to go again, forcing you to worry about the consequences of mixing anger with hate. Society breathes in hate like it's oxygen it is easier to die that to live that option is quickly taken away from you, you'd become dead while you are still breathing, you'd start watching the world through a pinhole, looking out never looking in,disconnecting you from your nucleus. Why would i want to live forever, when it is so difficult to get through a day.

Our destructive force comes from the combination of fusion and fission reactions we are fucking nuclear, one going off every second, no one tries to take it easy, we are always at war, no true diplomacy, diplomacy is a different form of war. Disregarding consequences as long as it holds your demons back, sweat to draw the blood of another,forfeiting your humanity. In a world where pedophiles want equality, funny they are also fighting for freedom, it is obvious this world is broken, is crap like this that makes question the idea of freedom, wondering what liberty should jump over, society's issues are enormous, there are people that try to justify Hitler's actions, like he was fighting for their freedom, like concentration camps existed for their liberty, like enslaving other people was their birthright, like the collapse of the Middle-east was orgasmic, hate is their addiction, but we only fight drugs. The pen is more dangerous,because they use bombs to enforce it, what happens when you let everyone be themselves, when no one is still connected with his/her humanity. Humanity vanished with the first conflict, we ended the world, if hell and heaven is a state of mind, we already know where we belong, it is where we are now " HELL".